20.04.2017
Today I did not smoke. But I did celebrate. I wanted to write to my friend Cutie but I realized that actually it was more like I wanted to be her for the day. I like how we haven’t discuss relationships -hers- in years; unlike me that I spend the day dwelling on this. I also thought of how much I like the fact that she remains silent when it comes to her talent in contrast with my life that has become some sort of pre-announced display. I miss her.